One week down...3 weeks in...last week home...joyful...
X1's gone on hols...maybe forever...she doesn't know...n I worry too much about her I think...might have to pull myself away from her a bit...especially after B1...her x-bf...aparently..she was in *love* with this guy...but from what she told me...she wasn't treated the way she deserved to be treated...but it's her problem now...can't help her much...
News of the moment...I'm sick...flu...coughing up guts n lungs...*cough cough cough*...yummy...
Finding ppl is kidna intersting...you find out about what they've been up to since you last seen them...and they go far and wide too!...On of my teachers from 4 years ago...well...he's in Beijing at the moment...and some ppl that were in his class didn't even know where he was!...Others have moved up in ranks...one's a Principal...another's an Assist. Principal...but yea...still trying to track ppl down...kinda hard if they don't remember you...
I left my wife in New Orleans with 45 cents and a can of beans I thought it was right was right was right for my country whoop-de-do...(change step)...I went right back to New Orleans to find my wife and that can of beans but I left I left I left the can of beans...damn...
(116bpm marching cadence)
Like I've said to some ppl...bored person...
Thinking of making a ghillie suit too...make myself into nothing...just the way to go...
Blob........
Who Is The Black Chinaman?
- Nick
- Kuala Belait, Brunei
- Saving someone's life is like falling in love. The best drug in the world. For days, sometimes weeks afterwards, you walk the streets, making infinite whatever you see. Once, for a few weeks, I couldn't feel the earth - everything I touched became lighter. Horns played in my shoes. Flowers fell from my pockets. You wonder if you've become immortal, as if you've saved your own life as well. God has passed through you. Why deny it, that for a moment there - why deny that for a moment there, God was you? I realised that my training was useful in less than ten percent of the calls, and saving lives was rarer than that. After a while, I grew to understand that my role was less about saving lives than about bearing witness. I was a grief mop. It was enough that I simply turned up. Living and working back in Brunei, after a 14 year absence... Also known as: Brunei, NASA, Bruise-Eye, Bru, Cheesecake, Nick, BruNick, BruMedNick, Two Step etc etc etc
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